(partII)

Lying, fooing
	ripping, pulling
spinning, screaming
		GASP FOR AIR!
Hidden inside.. no one see's me
reaching out.. no one cares.
	language garbled..
thoughts jarbled..
I can not get away from me!
Tearing at my insides..
	trying to get outside..
reaching out my arms wide...
	my hopes and dreams go empty.
Angry voices screaming...
hatred brewing steaming...
	spiteful words demeaning
losing what is left of me.
  Crying out "IM DYING!"
losing senses... flying..
everything is blinding..
leaving my reality.
			floating just above me..
 reaching down..  I touch me...
angry voices hush me...
  lifeless .. draining... dying..
Reaching down to grasp.. I,
can not reach Im too high...
letting out a soft sigh...
		what has become of me?
Reaching out to hold me...
nothing there... its empty..
in the looking glass i see me...
		nothing but a shell.



(c)2000 Shaden